Test: 20180331:12:16 #sometimesihugmYSelf

Sometimes I hug myself.

When I am alone

When I think about you

Without substance, form or void…

A hug is a hug is a hug is a…

Do I need another bump?

No, not ever again.

Do I want to have a little fun?

Yes, simple fun.

Just a hug.

Nothing else.

Ever again.

Microdose much?

Got milk?

Another bump?

NO!

No bumps.

I already feel bumpy.

I already feel high.

I already feel OK.

I already love

Me

we

you,

even.

When you

excommunicate me

from your life after doing

so many drugs.. Then, you won’t

let me even talk to you about that?!?

well that’s an asshole thing to do, isn’t it?

your whole poly family is polyweird!

your monogamish ways are too

and you all really hurt my

feelings. You really did

you made me never

want sex

again.

You

made me…

Cry human tears.

You made me a mutant

You made me stop caring

You made me get cancer/die

You made me stop caring

Why it matters that my sex organs

Are like they are, you made me realize

That it was all just sex, drugs and

more sex and drugs and

more sex and songs

and more sex

and songs

and

assholes

and bitches

all who want sex

it was scary

it was…

MEAN

it was men

it was wowman

it was WWW

a great

big

world out there

……

Then,

Nothing.

It all stopped.

and I was

alOne

with the Sky

again.

I was

past tense

I was

a story from

the past, I was just

someOne

you

bumped..

no…

worries…

I love you too.

from afar,

that is…

don’t

contact me

ever again, do you

read me?

unless I

message

YOU, no more

drug use.

around

me.

period.

copy that,

over and out.

~SMBird

~Selah

~Bird

One

human

being who is

angry with…who?

drug use?

WE?

have had it

we have had it

with these blame games

we have had it with these mutinies

we have had it with these pirates of souls

we want peace too. we want peace

but you would not listen

you would not hear me

I needed to be a we

I needed to be.

I wanted

to be

heard.

I wanted you to

listen to me. I wanted

you to hear these lines you

are drawing. these words between

us. this poetry. this movement. this grace?

this is graceful, my love. it is because

it bring your grace back to me

it brings you back

to we. to us.

to when

we

first met.

wasn’t that? still..

beautiful?

remember me?

do you remember me?

and did you love me at the first?

did you love me from.. when?

from the first moment I?

spoke since the first?

moment I was?

beautiful?

to you?

it’s all just a name.

it’s all just a face you no longer see.

look in the mirror. we are there. it’s luminous

because behold: I will be with you

always with you. writing here

writing to you

writing

this poetry

from@Birdanity

#Birdanity

37 years

I am One…

it’s all just a word

I made up. It means nothing

I make nothing

but these

words

I am nothing

but a healer with

words.

did

it

work?

(MAGIC!)

(poof)

(I love you)

~Dr Seuss?

perhaps!

“today you are You

that is truer than true.

There is no One alive that is

Youer then you.”

~Dr Seuss

I

love you

today that is true

there is no One alive

that is Truer then you = love.

One love

@Birdanity

peace out.

bitches

and assholes

no, just peace out. LOL!

Sometimes I hug myself.

When I am alone

Without substance, form or void…

A hug is a hug is a hug is a…

(Jesus Christ! will someone give the

wo/man a hug

already?)

 

 

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