The Things You Said

FLUID…

i forgot

ALL the things

You wrote

all the things you said

+ before I die

I want to stop thinking

about all the games we played+

after all the things you said+

and all the things you never needed.2.say

before and after finding One another.

~

I want to stop remembering

how you

and so many others

told me that I

needed

help,

but that you didn’t have t-i-ME

to be that = help.

~

In playing

with words,

with time,

or with family

I have always lost

more than I ever won.

~

Especially when I think

about the statistics

of those games,

the followers,

and the

Players.

~

Me being one of ’em,

I was a player too.

HERe.

~

And now..

the goal is to let the games

be over, at least in my head.

I’m not chasing anything,

or anyone,

not in prayers

or thoughts.

~

In these ways,

without a way,

is it possible

to be perfectly

content?

~

Feels an awful lot

like BEing,

that’s the goal here too.

~