How_to_Help_the_Homeless

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Rob!n?

walking to get breakfast this morning, i finally had an opportunity to have a conversation with Rob!n!

Rob!n? is a homeless person who sleeps in our beautiful North County sometimes. He also shared he was adopted, his old name was “jeff” and for a time this morning, it truly didn’t matter what Rob!n’s name is because he was a Bird of a friend.

though we’ve haven’t talked much, Rob!n and i have shared a connection many times before. just between You and me? often i share my food with Rob!n and check in on him to confirm he is feeling comfortable when he bunks in the doorway of a neighborhood shop.

today, in our first substantial conversation, Rob!n shared that he needs medication (me too!) and i also learned he could use a pair of size 11 shoes. without a job myself, this is no matter today, i still have a home and a bit o’ honey. more than enough to buy Rob!n a pair of shoes and help with meds.

Rob!n? also shared that all his bank accounts have been unified and that he is in contact with the secret service. Not sure what that all means, but if you know Rob!n? that was a great story that made me smile to hear.

As we walked away, we hugged, he kissed me lightly on the cheek, then we made plans to meet again later today to say hello and exchange ideas. Have you met a Rob!n lately? You might consider it, they are blessings in disguise.

? The More You Know…

How to Help a Rob!n…

It’s common in our culture to operate under the assumption that most people without homes suffer from schizophrenia, addiction, or have otherwise created their own problems.

However, statistics from the National Coalition for the Homeless confirm that only about 16 percent of the homeless community suffers from addiction. The major contributing factors to homelessness include:

  • home loss,
  • systemic poverty,
  • unemployment,
  • lack of affordable housing,
  • and a decline in public assistance programs.

Additional factors might also include violence, mental illness or a lack of affordable Health/Care. If you know someone who is homeless, there is still hope, and you can help her or him get back on her feet by:

  • Peace-ing the streets
    • Sing/talk about the violence [verbal, physical, etc]
    • meditate @ home + @ work
    • Stand together
  • Listening
    • Coming from a place of non-judgment
  • Exercising
    • Finding out what he and/or she needs to feel better
  • Providing
    • Housing/shelter
  • Funding
    • Vocational training
  • Locating
    • Crisis assistance programs (if wanted)

References
National Coalition for the Homeless: Why Are People Homeless?
National Coalition for the Homeless: If You’re Homeless Or Need Help
Resources
National Community Action Partnership

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[schizophrenics]

Tip #1:

Take time to listen/talk to the homeless. Illness is not a reason to stop talking to humans with any illness.

Tip #2:

Recognize symptoms of schizophrenia. Some signs are more noticeable than others, but by getting a sense of even the symptoms you don’t observe, you will have a better sense of what the person you are talking to may be going through. Signs of schizophrenia can include:

  • Unfounded expressions of suspicion.
  • Unusual or strange fears, such as saying someone wants to harm him/her.
  • Evidence of hallucinations, or changes in sensory experiences; for example: seeing, tasting, smelling, hearing, or feeling things that others at the same time and place, in that same situation, don’t experience.
  • Disorganized writing or speech. Mismatching facts that don’t relate to one another. Conclusions that don’t follow the facts.
  • “Negative” symptoms (i.e., reductions of typical behavior or mental functioning) such as a lack of emotion (sometimes called anhedonia), no eye contact, no facial expressions, neglect of hygiene, or social withdrawal.
  • Unusual adornment, such as offbeat clothing, worn in a crooked, or otherwise inappropriate manner (one sleeve or pant leg rolled up for no apparent reason, mismatched colors, etc.).
  • Disorganized or abnormal motor behavior, such as putting one’s body into weird postures, or engaging in pointless excessive/repeated movements such as buttoning/zipping up and down one’s jacket.

Tip #3:

Compare symptoms with schizoid personality disorder. Schizoid personality disorder is part of the schizophrenic spectrum of disorders — both disorders are characterized by difficulty in expressing emotion or making social connections; however, there are some notable differences. The person with schizoid personality disorder is in touch with reality and does not experience hallucinations or continual paranoia, and their conversational speech patterns are normal and easy to follow. A person with schizoid personality disorder develops and displays a preference for solitude, has little or no sexual desire, and may be confused by normal social cues and interactions.

  • Though part of the schizophrenia spectrum, this is not schizophrenia, so the methods of relating described here for the person with schizophrenia won’t apply to the individual with schizoid personality disorder.

Tip #4:

Do not assume you are dealing with a person with schizophrenia. Even if the person displays symptoms of schizophrenia, don’t automatically assume schizophrenia. You definitely don’t want to get it wrong by deciding the individual has or does not have schizophrenia.

  • If you are unsure, try to ask friends and family of the individual in question.
  • Do so tactfully, by saying something like “I want to make sure I don’t say the wrong thing or do something wrong, so I wanted to ask: does X have a mental disorder, perhaps schizophrenia? So sorry if I’m wrong, it’s just that I see some of the symptoms and still wish to treat him/her respectfully.”

Tip #5:

Take an empathic perspective. Once you have learned about the symptoms of schizophrenia, do your best to step into the shoes of the individual suffering from this debilitating disorder. Taking the person’s perspective, by empathy or cognitive empathy, is a key factor in successful relationships because it helps one to be less judgmental, more patient, and allows a better sense of the other person’s needs.

  • Although it may be difficult to imagine some of the symptoms of schizophrenia, you can still imagine what it is like to be out of control of your own mind and possibly to not be aware of this loss of control or to not fully grasp the real situation.

Tip #6:

Speak to the individual the way you would to anyone else, making allowances for anything unusual that is said. Remember that s/he may hear noises or voices in the background while you are talking, making it difficult to understand you. It is therefore essential that you talk clearly, calmly, and rather quietly, as his nerves may be frazzled from hearing voices.

  • These voices may be criticizing him as you talk

Tip #7:

Be aware of delusions. Delusions occur in as many as four out of five people with schizophrenia, so be aware that the person may experience these while you are talking. These may be delusions that you or some outside entity such as the CIA or a neighbor is controlling his/her mind, or viewing you as an angel of the Lord, or anything else, really.

  • Get a sense of the specific delusions so you know what information to filter through in the conversation.
  • Keep possible grandiosity in mind. Remember that you are talking to someone who may think as if a famous person, authority or ascended beyond the realm of ordinary logic.
  • Try to be as agreeable as possible while talking. Don’t be overly flowery or flattering with many compliments, though.

Tip #8:

Never speak as if the person isn’t there. Don’t exclude him/her, even if there is an ongoing delusion or hallucination. Typically there will still be a sense of what is going on; that includes being hurt by your talking as though the person is not around.

  • If you need to talk to someone else about him/her, say it in a way that one wouldn’t mind hearing, or take a moment to speak in private.

Tip #9:

Check with other people who know this person. You may learn a lot about how best to talk to this particular person by asking the friends and family or (if applicable) care-taker. There are a number of questions you might want to ask these people, such as:

  • Is there a history of hostility?
  • Has there ever been an arrest?
  • Are there any delusions or hallucinations in particular that I should be aware of?
  • Are there any specific ways I should react to any situations you think I might find myself in with this person?

Tip #10:

Have a back-up plan. Know how you will leave the room, if the conversation goes badly or if you feel that your safety is threatened.

  • Do your best to think ahead of time about how you’ll calmly reassure and gently talk the person out of anger or paranoia. Maybe there is something you can do to make the person feel at ease. If, for instance, he/she feels the government is spying on him/her, offer to cover the windows with aluminum foil to be safe and protected from any scanning/spying devices.

Tip #11:

Be prepared to accept unusual things. Keep an even keel and don’t react. A person with schizophrenia will likely behave and speak differently than someone without the disorder. Don’t laugh at, mock or make fun of any faulty reasoning or logic. If you feel reasonably threatened or in imminent harm, as if threats might be carried out, call the police, but stay there as interactions with the police have too frequently resulted in the death of the patient at the hands of the police.

  • If you imagine what it must be like to live with such a problematic disorder, you will realize the gravity of the situation and that such problems are nothing to mock.

Tip #12:

Encourage continued use of medication. It is common for individuals who suffer from schizophrenia to want to get off of medications. However, it is very important that medication use continue. If there are mentions of coming off his medication in conversation you can:

  • Suggest to check in with the doctor first before making such a serious decision.
  • Remind that if one feels better now, it may be because of medication use, but that continuing to feel better may require continued use of those medications.

Tip #13:

Avoid feeding their delusions about “you”. If s/he becomes paranoid and mentions that you are plotting against him/her, avoid making too much bold eye contact, as this might increase the paranoia.

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dYing_Yung

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i know

deep down

inside and out,

i am dying.

………..

slowly,

and when i wake up,

sometimes i wonder

is there something wrong?

is there something unwell?

these Organs ache

inside.

………..

Thinking…

Feeling…

this beautiful mind

this wild heart

they hurt

a lil’ too.

………..

this is love?

………..

loving what is,

loving this ache

loving this life &

death.

………..

DEATH?

this_is_i.t.

this_is_love

this_is_LIFE

and_mY_?

DEATH

(too).

*sigh*

………..

<breathe>

………..

no rush,

LOVE

just know

it’s

All_most

tiME

2_die?_

feeling?

yIn?

YoUNG

………..

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OMGod, YeS!

This is mY life, now? cal-If-ornIa?

friends, beautiful friends that i want to hold dear for life. then, i wake up at midnight on the couch and Stephan is there. i don’t remember messaging him, and in fact i don’t remember messaging anyone named Stephan or even Spencer.

still, there he is just for me and he even found my grandmother’s blanket from my room, then tucked me in with his handsome face. One that waited for me to wake up and chirp happy tunes in his ear. at midnight. on a SUNday.

Frank-lY, friend? i’m still not sure what to make of “the dangler.” He is quite a mystery to me with his scorpio ways. fairly opposite of my usual style, we are perfectly compatible, as friends..

tomorrow, friend? tomorrow is To0.Day here in cal-If-ornA.I. and if i can get through all that paper/WORK too-Day… i’ll be a golden retriever.

argh! But? i hate paper,

WORK

anyWho…

i’m_still?_

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2_show_UP_

(again&again)

~<3_Steph Bird

<br?>

p.S.

whY do i write?

cause_i_lUv_y0U,

& i love.2.laugh

@”me”

&”You,”

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Can i tell you a secret?

i was ready

to give

“me”

to someOne else.

<br?>

many moons ago

years and tears

i use to write to:

a boy named TroY,

years of fears,

i wrote to no One.

True,

and real,

and i’m pretty sure

that i am the only One

not having fun.

Even though

i got my teeth white,

my jeans tight,

my hair write

it’s still wrong.

and i want to know

when i can give up

and start taking it slow?

because i’ve had enough.

decades of teeth white,

jeans tight

being “RIGHT

i still don’t know what to expect,

i feel a disconnect

and in all my Years

i’ve never felt so Young.

and, i’m not going to break my back,

working until my bones crack,

when i’m not having fun

Fun?

why?

Stop asking me

why

i refuse so many

boYs + their toYs.

whY?

i refuse so many…

who trY to OWN

“me” = tiME.

time after time?

tiME! : tiME?

i don’t know?

and, i’ll still smile

when you shake

mY hand

and tell me You

are not happy

with me!

Fear?

the battle with

this heart

isn’t easily won.

even if

the best boxers

avoid a ring….

sitting back

watching the fear

watching the fight

watching the world

the Strong go crazY

as the world

goes by

+ i

go

all by

mY.Self,

while packing up

all these things, in this head 

& through this heart.

GIFTing

“me” away?

=

i’m ready

to give

“me”

to someOne else.

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@birdanity

#Happy_SUNday

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SUN-day?

Close to the moment

i wake,

this brain

reminds itself

that i am alOne,

love(d) and

To0-Day is SUN-day. That really means nothing because MON-day will be the same as SUN-day, which will be the same as TOes-day and WED-day and… Seven? days a week, 52 weeks a year, 24/7, I have love…

Days and days,

lovely ways,

filled without

You,

“Mr. moon”

……….

Having written for almost three decades about my Sun days, I’ve also observed many MoonS of men come and go from my nights. I named each moon of a partner who remained in orbit, including Stephan, Joey, Troy, Jordi, Matt and ______. Years of heat were exchanged between us during the day and at night(s) when each of these wo/men was also a lover and best friend.

Who is my best friend now, my lover? no One, but me. I am the last wo/man standing in orbit. Without a moon, lover or best friend, I am whole and complete as the Sun. Bright, constant and same as I ever was.

Remembering To0, sum days it may seem that this Sun feels too hot and bright to be near. I may hurt people in life with my light. No worries if you feel the burn that I do (lately). SUN-day (very soon) I will embrace another Moon. One who is strong enough to remain in orbit until the end of my tiMe,

~Steph Bird

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How is this world ever going to love me?

How is this world going to love (me)? When I consider the story of all the messiahs and prophets, including Jesus, Lao Tzu, Deepak and of course Oprah who came before me. Then, I wonder HOW is this world ever going to love a Spirit like me?..

“Do you love me?

Do You love me?

do YOU love me?”

AnyOne?

Yes, actually, everyOne loves (you) me. Ok, not everyOne on the planet, but everyOne on my planet who knows (you) me, loves me deep down inside. All the way inside there, that’s love you are feeling, isn’t it?

Should I <repeat> the three questions above for effect? Or <pause> here to let <you> contemplate <your> love for someone <me> whom you may have never met? And is this just random love sent out in bottles to you about love for me or for you?

D) All of the above about love. You are love and I am love, but today I’m just wondering how (you) are ever going to love me when a lot of what I do is write words to (you), color in my journal, listen to positive music and pray.

That’s what I do all day = love, pray, sing, journal and color. Because prayer is work and that “healing work” is eternal.

Love,

Steph Bird

p.s. I still really gotta go mail my mom and grandpa that package filled with,

LoVE (alive) from California

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Prayer = WORK!

Prayer = WORK!

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Prayer = WORK?

Prayer work? I have been praying for work every single day since I started breathing. I have been meditating and praying for all my family and friends. I  pray for their health, then I pray for peace on their Earth. Still, this life hasn’t felt as peaceful as heaven could.

Heaven sent yesterday, I could see that my friend Frank was hurting. I wanted to feel compassion for him, but I couldn’t even look him in the eye. Doing so reminded me too much of when his words cut to my core like a knife to my own heart.

The story? A few weeks ago, Frank knew exactly what to say to take my breath away. He told me I was a terrible influence, a horrible facilitator and a rotten leader. He said I don’t have what it takes to survive and thrive, then he spat on my grave when he asked me to leave “his place”.

A break up of friends. A death of a legacy story. That’s how it felt back then anyway.

But, all that wasn’t true?…

Not a lick of it seemed true yesterday when Frank walked up to take his P.C. (which ironically, wasn’t PC). All that wasn’t true when I could feel his apprehension and fear at my very presence. We sat down on a park bench, then he told me a personal story about the trauma he felt when his neighbor shot his other neighbor over shrubs.

Confirming again to him that I only have two weakly loaded muscles for guns did nothing, it was clear that neighborly trauma never left him. He’s still scared of angry people, and his body was literally shaking for fear of death.

Understandably so, we have hurt one another deeply with our words. We cut each other’s stories up and fed the ashes to the sky. We even publicly humiliated one another, which is demeaning and perhaps a leading cause of immortality.

This immortal heavenly body inside me? I want to believe in losing a fear of a spiritual death. I have to pray that “I” will go on after “I” go off. If it’s not, I am sick to death of believing in the Justice that doesn’t exist and each man’s unique version of right and wrong. Sick of waiting for that WRITE day to come when Justice will be served.

Facing fear, yesterday needed to be the write day to lay down any arms Frank felt that I carried. It needed to be my honest day when I told Frank that I’m sorry too, and I need a friend too. Frank and I are still friends, I hope.

Today though? I need to drink water, eat food, exercise, mail my grandpa a package for his birthday, then write and color again about these fears and traumas.

“Love = Fear” is what keeps me writing these posts about fear. Fear is my BFF for life, it whispers secrets in my ear and holds my hand at night. It’s everything beautiful and perfect and lovely and angelic about this world I have chosen to embrace.

Fear = Love.

Am I always so Dead to the world? I’ve never felt so 100% alive. Alive is the way I have felt for a while now, perhaps since death has come and gone so many times in my own life. The door is open to all those laughable fears (and life is nothing to be super stressed about).

Speaking of stress, want to go for a walk with me to go play? at the park? I feel like I need a swing today..

~Steph Bird

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