of you may be following a particular story on here, and sum of you may be following this one lil’ Bird story as it unfolds. either way, thanks for the online encouragement in whatever way suits You. your positive thoughts, prayers, energy and/or comments here are encouraged.
also please feel free to take of this BirdAnitY art and educational content what You will, then make it your own and in whatever ways please You today or someDay when that feels Write,
today, i felt sorta ashamed to think that i may have disappointed Rob!n when i wasn’t able to show up this morning to get the sleeping bag. that meant he had to push it on his cart today. God, sorry man? i needed to stay home today..
this morning? i ahd trouble getting out of bed. it was my own fault really? and for having those dang thoughts that led to another angry infection that needs to work itself out. it will, and i’m drinking plenty of fluids, taking supplements, and trying some new things to see myself through what’s what. tomorrow, i see ‘nick the shaman’ again.
i also recognize that i misspell things here ONtheLine, but when i watch Rob!n make art, i realize i need to be misspelling A LOT of sh!t OFFtheLine to make some sense of the world, to help me/him make sense of IT, and saying words like fU.K. in my writing is what we need. also, whY does Rob!n need to spell things like i spell them APA style and academically? That’s just rude to say what is “correct” when i’m not ALWAYS the teacher,
TOnight, i had a bit of a run-in with Rob!n at dinnertime. After i made us a meal and brought it to him, he wouldn’t sit down with me until everyone was settled and graceful in his home, including Sky. i had a little mini-fit since i cooked, and i’m not use to eating with Sky in the face space. still, Rob!n is write, Sky eats <with Us> too and we will eat when we feel and act with GRACE for all BEings.
Rob!n also gave me some space ~> a lot OF space <~ today to get my head clear and focused on codependent : independency. every day that i interact with him and his colleagues, i realize more lessons about life. and infinitely more than i could ever learn in a 365-page book. it’s almost hurting me to understand Rob!n’s hurts, but damn IT ~> WE both need to be understood, and i will understand this “homeless” fear if IT kills me,
On a final researcher’s note for my third day, Rob!n gave me this Led Zeppelin t-shirt on Monday. As cool as everyone else seems to believe IT is, I’ve been wearing it everyday since and because it’s Rob!n’s for now. Whoever owns it next, I love the angel and symbolism here and hope you do too for a time,
Rob!n is also the first person who has ever given me men’s clothing as a gift upon arrival. He also happened to have the perfect size men’s cargo shorts for me, and in three different colors of khaki. How did he know? Weird, and in it’s own write, it’s also odd to say that Rob!n may be <at least> One of my adoptive parents.
p.S. at sunset tonight, i also met Allison at Pier 16? and that wo:man was incredible to talk with. her story isn’t mine to tell tonight, but maybe someday soon when she isn’t Allison in these stories. or whatever.
regardless, i asked if she was OK with pictures, and she approved. With that in mind, i would highly recommend smiling at her picture, then sending ALLison lots of warm, healing love and energy~>to: ALLison & all my fluid-bound friends on the beach,