Birdanity is a mix of two words, Bird and Sanity. It’s a word I made up many moons ago. A version of my mind that sits quietly, hiding like a hermit in an art studio filled with words.
I am a free-spirited woman. Slow as molasses to make decisions or offer a reply. I am simply.. Very human.
It’s true, I have had times of insanity too. Moments captured in vibrant imagery. Wishes for the past to be different than what it is.
Therapy, art, touch, physical exercise, nature, meditation, seeking the professional help, eating mostly healthy. I have found A Life.. In my life.
The content here.. Well, I try to be kid-age appropriate. Sometimes I even play pretend that I am an actual bird growing wings or one of those kiddos who plays piano on a chain-link fence.
Still a weirdo, I pet tree leaves, watch humans at play, observ animals, nature and expression. I am often found contemplating a next canvas.
Life has become (mostly) a quiet observation now. It’s loving ‘What Is.’ It’s being ok with everything with a knowing that as I accept what already is, I find the truth of being ok with it all.
Sometimes I feel fear. As an example, I fear closeness and even being open to receiving what others perceive as love. When I take a step forward to touch that terror, I am learning to be mindful of protecting my heart, body, energy.
My literal phone battery is running low. It has been a long day. A life well-lived.
Being 45.. That’s.. an age. Hopefully one of a growing gray hair, less make-up.. and fewer bra days that feel like female rubber bands.
The end? Nah. I am Energy 🔋. I am neither created or destroyed. A light and a battery that never loses a charge. Energy simply Is.
The Source from which I originate? I have no faith to call mine, no answer to offer as to the right book(s) to read. Below is simply an example of one with only 81 verses.
Many times I refuse to answer what is true in this lifetime. Maybe you do and will share here.
Do tell! Please, share..
Share here or there,
as you wish.
Signed,
An Aunt,
& A..
Bird.
One
Named
Stephanie
Bird’s 